Chloe Ting Challenge

So 2020 started out really great for me. I felt like I got binge eating fix after the wedding for good 6 months, quickly saw myself getting thick everywhere and thought setting up very specific and short term goals as new years resolution would help me lose all the weight I gained. Fastforward to June, I am at my heaviest I have ever been now. Not to mention, I've been quarantined for almost 3 months. I went into the quarantine wanting to come out with my summer bod ready. LAUGH OUT LOUD. Again, I have hit my heaviest. Literally nothing I own fits me unless they are long and flowy dresses.

Okay, enough with the self-hate talk. Having such a loving husband really makes you feel like weight gain doesn't condemn you anymore. I just remember when I had a pretty bad weight gain few years back, my loving father asking me very sternly why I let "this" happen to me. I stormed out crying of the most relaxing place on earth, Korean spa. The point is, Nick makes me feel like I can get back up at anytime and really do anything I put my mind to. 

So here I am: drinking over 2L of water a day, drinking pumpkin extract (good for getting rid of swelling) morning and night, only eating in window of 8 hours a day but eating whatever the heck I want (I had fried chicken and potato wedges for lunch) and going on walks in the evening. AND... I started a thing. I should have posted about it on Day 1 but documentation is not my strong suit which is probably why this blog is not really turning out so great. I digress. I started Chloe Ting Challenge. I am on day 2 and feeling great. Can I follow all the moves perfectly? Absolutely not. But I try to be tough with myself; "Joy, do one more up and down plank, you'll be stronger!" 

I think I am done with losing weight fast to impress people. I got the love of my life who showers me with compliments and love next to me. I want to do this for myself. I am embarrassed to say that this revelation came to me at 30 but I am happy with it. 

I will come and report my progress. EVERYDAY.